Please tell me if I am drunk

Today has been a strange and wonderful day.
I feel a little like Edward Norton, high above the city, watching the destruction of the world through glass windows. I daydreamed today that I was holding on to Helena Bonham Carter as that explosive wall of apocalypse offered the explantion that I hadn't been myself. That I had recently died in someone else's life and had only just found my feet again. I could watch fight club a dozen times a day and each time be blown away at that ending. Trying to reconcile in my mind the profound rebirth of "Jack", and the reality of a brokeness that would be unlikely to overcome.
Today I slept in and didnt wake until alost 3:00pm. Most days that would be disappointing but today it felt good, I had been up late reading some of my books and planned to relax for most of today. I start class on Monday and need to have all my bearings. I saw the girl I have a crush on today, she ran across the street to meet me. She was carrying a watermelon.
I am downtown right now and there are few places in the city that I would rather be. Say what you will about downtown Lethbridge but there is something about it that makes me feel comfortable. It's kind of a reference point, like Harry's pub or the Central Library in Calgary. I am checking out a worship service tonight, I stumbled across this group with Ryan a year back and though it would be neat to drop in on them again.
All of my friends and family are in my thoughts now. I have a strange excitement for these next couple monthes but I know I will miss everyone a great deal. Love you all.